first entry on the site im super excited! i know that mostly nobody will see this, but it's fun to be able to write this all out, right?
nothing interesting is really going on in my life, other than the fact that i'm going to a concert in a few weeks. i'm flying up to meet my online friend and we're seeing unknown band (for safety reasons..)
currently watching the office while writing this because why the fuck would i not be?? season 6, the koi pond episode;
one of my dad's favorites. don't really know how to type out entries and stuff, hopefully i'll learn along the way, but i'll go now. see you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so funny story, told myself i'd pick up this coding thing or wtv as a hobby but like always i've been wasting away in my bed for the past month. other than my work, i'm basically at home all the time. my therapist did show me this art school a few days ago but i'm not set on going yet lolol but i dont wanna let her down or anything ,,
anyways at work theres this new girl and she all of a sudden thinks she owns everybody! and what's even crazier is the managers LOVE HER and she's being promoted to one already!! so she went from being trained by us to TRAINING US, we have an official re-training by her next week! she also throws out everyones food from the fridge in the break room so my friend took down the car wash poster she put up.
other than workplace dramas my life really isn't much right now, but next week i'll be on a plane to my soulmate : )
wow am i bad at keeping up with this
well i've been back the concert and it was fun, but im definitely never staying at em's house again.
she has these woods in her backyard and at first i thought 'WOW how nice and beautiful!' but god it ended up scaring the BAJESUS out of me! i started hearing things because of how worked up i would get myself just replaying all those horror movies i watched as a kid in my head.
i'll tell this little story here since i think anyone else but em would call my stupid.
the first few nights i went out there with em we smoked and had a great time. but around the third or fourth night it was just really creepy, and something just felt off there. i promised myself a SUPER long time ago i'd never doubt my gut again and that promise has been held up for a long time. you would not believe how much trusting your gut can help you find solutions to certain things!
em went in to do something, probably talking to her dad, but i just remember being out there with the kitchen window behind me projecting the lights inside. because of how i was standing, i wasn't able to see ANYTHING in the woods but if something was standing in the woods, it would be able to see me CLEARLY! which is something me and em discussed one of the first nights when she told me apparently those woods are known to be infested with homeless people, but isn't scary since yknow,, i'm not one to fear a homeless person lolol
i just remember small crunching noises towards the right of the woods and i thought it was an animal since i'd seen multiple deer and raccoons in em's yard in previous days. i wasn't scared until i heard a small chuckle and then a voice called out "hey, help me!"
god i really cant describe i have a horrible feeling even just tyipng about it god wueweewewwe it's so fucking creepy but doesnt make any fucking SENSE
anyways so srry after that i ducked down behind the couches on her porch, in a way where something in the woods where the voice was coming from WOULDNT BE ABLE TO SEE ME. but AFTER i ducked the voice called out "you! ducked there! come here!" i can't tell you how fucking scared i was uighjjhh and then suddenly these loud footsteps came running out of the woods and it seems like whoever it was was running up to me so i grbbed my dog, ran inside, loclekd the doors, went upstairs to em and her dad, told her what happened, and thorughout that night there was KNOCKING ON THE FUCKING WINDOWS. ON THE FUCKING!! WINDOWS!! THE SECOND STORY!! WINDOWS!!
after that day nothing like that happened again but i also refused to be outside alone or at night. i guess i'm sort of thankful something bad like this happened since it makes it easier to remember the trip in general, it was fucking fun! probably won't experience anything like that again soon
anyways its super late im going to bed and hopefully i remember to write in this? ive been getting urges to recently so maybe ill finally get consistant.